My kids are off to the circus. Wish i could go... We are too poor... :-(

fuck

i can't deal with this stuff anymore.

A drift

I feel like i am floating around in nothingness.
Most of the emotions are drained out of me.
They surface once in awhile.
i feel useless.
i want to do something to change this.
i can barely stir up enough effort to think...
i'm just trying to fake my way through life...
pretending to be a person.