The roof is about ready to cave in over the kitchen sink. Then we will be homeless. Don't even have money for a motel. Too many bills and i am the only one working. My husband is too lazy to do his unemployment review... so he gets no money.  i don't know what to do..

Every morning i'm in such high hopes for the day..... it's shattered quickly.....

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Don't you love Backstabbers?

My poor head and feet

So FUCKING irritated with everything! I feel like i'm going to have a STROKE!

Didn't do anything for Valentines day as usual....
I didn't have money to get Dale anything..
He never gets me anything..
He became distracted by T.V. like he does every year.
All i wanted it an hr together at least..
He usually pays attention to me for at least a few minutes.
This year i'm to fat and fucking hideous to merit any time at all!
Oh well, tomorrow i get to go to work and have fun trying not to want to blow my brains out!!!

HAPPY FUCKING VDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

i HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!1

My heart hurts

Valentines Day is tomorrow.
i feel like a fat sack of shit.

i wish things would get better...................................................................................................................................................................................................................

WHY????????????????????????????????????

Sick of Fucking Cunts!

i missed going to the circus with Harley. My body just hurt too bad and i was so tired. Fuckn work, fuckn body. He is the only one who wants to do anything with me anymore... pretty soon that will change.

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Can't stand him

Another day of torture and torment awaits! Least i get 2 days off from work.... It hurts so bad....... Wish i could take a break from life!