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Wednesday, June 13, 2018

Things You Need to Know About Caylee Anthony

Caylee Marie Anthony
 Born August 9, 2005
"Caylee was a bright toddler approaching her 3rd birthday. She could already count up to 45 in Spanish and knew her full name. She could also recite nursery rhymes and loved singing, You Are My Sunshine."

She was a two-year-old American girl who lived in Orlando, Florida.
She was reported missing  in a 9-1-1 call made by her grandmother, who said she had not seen Caylee for 31 days and that Caylee's mom's car smelled like a dead body had been inside it.

Cindy, Caylee's grandmother, said that Caylee's mother, had given varied explanations as to Caylee's whereabouts before finally telling her that she had not seen Caylee for weeks.
Caylee's mother  lied to detectives, telling them Caylee had been kidnapped by a nanny on June 9, and that she had been trying to find her, too frightened to alert the authorities.

She was charged with first-degree murder in October 2008 and pleaded not guilty.

 Caylee's skeletal remains were found on December 11, 2008.
She was found wrapped in a Whinnie the Pooh blanked with ductape over her mouth and thrown in a garbage bag.

The trial lasted six weeks, from May to July 2011. 

 The prosecution sought the death penalty.

The prosecution alleged, Caylee's mother wished to free herself from parental responsibilities and murdered her daughter by administering chloroform and applying duct tape.

The defense team, countered that the child had drowned accidentally in the family's swimming pool on June 16, 2008.

That the grandfather disposed of the body.

Caylee's mother  did not testify. On July 5, 2011, the jury found Caylee's mother not guilty of first-degree murder, aggravated child abuse, and aggravated manslaughter of a child, but guilty of four misdemeanor counts of providing false information to a law enforcement officer.

With credit for time served, she was released on July 17, 2011.

 A Florida appeals court overturned two of the misdemeanor convictions on January 25, 2013.

The Disappearance
According to her grandfather, George, Caylee was last seen June 16, 2008.
Caylee left with her mother, Casey.

Caylee's grandmother repeadly ask to see her, but Casey kept making excuses.

On July 13, 2008, the grandparents, found a notice from the post office for a certified letter affixed on their front door.

On July 15, 2008, George picked up the certified letter from the post office and found that his daughter's car was in a tow yard.

When George picked up the car, both he and the tow yard attendant noted a strong smell, that of a decomposing body, coming from the trunk.

When the trunk was opened, there was no human remains, just trash.

Cindy reported Caylee missing on July 15, 2008 by calling 911.

Casey confirmed to the 9-1-1 operator that Caylee had been missing for 31 days. 
The Case
Detective Yuri Melich of the Orange County Sheriff's Department began investigating Caylee's disappearance.

 He found many discrepancies in Casey's signed statement.

Casey said Caylee had been kidnapped by Zenaida Fernandez-Gonzalez, Caylee's alleged nanny.

The nanny had never been seen by Casey's family or friends, and in fact there was no nanny.

Casey also told police that she was working at Universal Studios.

That had been a lie as well.

On July 16, 2008, Casey was first arrested.

Casey was charged the following day with giving false statements to law enforcement, child neglect, and obstruction of a criminal investigation and was denied bail.

The judge said she Casey showed "woeful disregard for the welfare of her child."

After a bond hearing on July 22, 2008, the judge set bail at $500,000.

On July 29, 2008, Casey was offered a limited immunity deal by prosecutors regarding "the false statements given to law enforcement about locating her child", which was renewed on August 25, to expire August 28.  She did not take it.
Sometime in July, 2008, Sgt. Kristin Brewer's K9 partner, Bones, signaled decomposition in the of the grandparents backyard during a search.

Durring a second visit however, neither K9 partner was able to detect decomposition.
Whatever had been in the yard was either moved or the odor dissipated.
Meter reader Roy Kronk called police about a suspicious object found in a forested area near the Anthony residence on three seperate occasions.

August 11, 2008,  he was directed by the sheriff's office to call the tip line, which he did, receiving no return call.

August 12, 2008, he again called the sheriff's office, eventually was met by two police officers and reported to them that he had seen what appeared to be a skull near a gray bag.

August 13, 2008, the officer conducted a short search and stated he did not see anything.

After one month of incarceration, she was released from the Orange County jail on August 21, 2008.

Her $500,000 bond was posted by the nephew of California bail bondsman Leonard Padilla in hopes that she would cooperate and Caylee would be found.

She was released again on, September 5, 2008, on bail on all pending charges after being fitted with an electronic tracking device.

This time her parents payed the $500,000.

Casey Anthony was indicted by a grand jury on charges of first degree murder, aggravated child abuse, aggravated manslaughter of a child, and four counts of providing false information to police, on October 14, 2008.
She was later arrested and Judge John Jordan ordered that she be held without bond.

The charges of child neglect were dropped against Casey, on October 21, 2008.

According to the State Attorney's Office " the evidence proved that the child was deceased, the State sought an indictment on the legally appropriate charges.

A forensic report by Arpad Vass of the Oak Ridge National Laboratory judged that results from an air sampling procedure performed in the trunk of Casey Anthony's car showed chemical compounds "consistent with a decompositional event", on October 24, 2008.

Human decomposition was not specified on the laboratory scale.

Vass's group also stated there was chloroform in the car trunk.

Casey  was arraigned and pleaded not guilty to all charges, on October 28, 2008.

Kronk again called the police on, December 11, 2008.

The policed searched  and found the remains of a child in a trash bag.

They recovered duct tape which was hanging from Caylee's hair and some tissue left on her skull.

More bones were found, over the next four days, in the wooded area near the spot where the remains initially had been discovered.
Medical examiner Jan Garavaglia confirmed on December 19, 2008, that the remains found were those of Caylee Anthony.

 The death was ruled a homicide and the cause of death listed as undetermined.

Prosecutors announced that they planned to seek the death penalty in the case, on April 13, 2009.

Some More of the Evidence.

Four hundred pieces of evidence were presented during the trial.

Among some of the evidence was strand of hair was recovered from the trunk of Casey's car which was microscopically similar  to hair taken from Caylee's hairbrush.

The strand showed hair roots form a dark band after death, which was consistent with hair from a dead body.

This is called "root-banding," 

Officials released 700 pages of documents related to the Anthony investigation, in October 2009.

 Among these were records of Google searches of the terms "neck breaking" and "how to make chloroform" on a computer accessible to Casey which was presented by the prosecutors as evidence of a crime.

Crime-scene evidence included residue of a heart-shaped sticker found on duct tape over the mouth of Caylee's skull.

The laboratory was not able to capture a heart-shape photographically after some duct tape was subjected to dye testing.

The blanket that Caylee was wrapped up in, matched Caylee's bedding at her grandparents' home.
In some of the photos entered into evidence was one from the computer of Ricardo Morales, an ex-boyfriend of Casey Anthony, depicting a poster with the caption "Win her over with Chloroform".

The word "chloroform" had been searched for one time on a computer Casey had access to. 

The website in question offered information on the use of chloroform in the 19th century.

On May 24, 2011, the trial begins.
At the Orange County Courthouse, with Judge Belvin Perry presiding, the prosecution, said it was an intentional murder and sought the death penalty against Casey Anthony.

They stated that Anthony used chloroform to render her daughter unconscious before putting duct tape over her nose and mouth to suffocate her.

Then left Caylee's body in the trunk of her car for a few days before disposing of it.

Casey is described as a party girl who killed her daughter to free herself from parental responsibility and enjoy her personal life.

The defense, in their opening statements,  that Caylee drowned accidentally in the family's pool on June 16, 2008.

She was found by George Anthony, who told Casey she would spend the rest of her life in jail for child neglect and then proceeded to cover up Caylee's death.

The defense alleges this is why Casey Anthony went on with her life and failed to report the incident for 31 days.

They also says that Casey had been sexually abused by George Anthony since she was eight years old and her brother Lee also had made advances toward her.

That Casey had to lie about the abuse, so it became a habit to lie.

The defense also questioned whether the meter reader, Roy Kronk,  had actually removed them from another location.

The defense also alleged that the police department's investigation was compromised by their desire to feed a media frenzy about a child's murder, rather than a drowning.

The defense also admitted, Casey lied about there being a nanny.

When the defense called George to the witness stand, he denied having sexually abused his daughter Casey.

He also testified he did not smell anything resembling human decomposition in Casey's car when she visited him on June 24.

He did smell something similar to human decomposition when he picked the car up on July 15.

Cindy testified that her comment, "like someone died", on the 911 recording was a "figure of speech".

Regarding a photo on the computer of Ricardo Morales, depicting a poster with the caption "Win her over with Chloroform," Richardo said that the photo was on his Myspace page and that he had never discussed chloroform with Casey or searched for chloroform on the computer.

When the prosecution called chief medical examiner Jan Garavaglia, said "We know by our observations that it's a red flag when a child has not been reported to authorities with injury, there's foul play,"

 " ... There is no child that should have duct tape on its face when it dies."
She also stated that the chloroform evidence found by investigators inside the trunk of Casey's car, testifying that even a small amount of chloroform would be sufficient to cause the death of a child.
Cindy testified that their family buried their pets in blankets and plastic bags, and would also use ductape.
Dr. Werner Spitz was called by the defense to do a second autopsy.

He challenged Garavaglia's autopsy report saying  it was a failure that Caylee's skull was not opened during her examination.

 "You need to examine the whole body in an autopsy," he said.

He was not comfortable ruling the child's death a homicide.

He testified  that he believed the duct tape found on Caylee's skull was placed there after the body decomposed.

He suggested that if the tape was placed on the skin, there should have been DNA left on it.

He stated," the person who took this picture, the person who prepared this, put the hair there,"
The prosecution alleged that only Casey could have conducted the search about Cloryphorm, because she was the only one home.

Cindy Anthony said despite what her work time sheet indicates, she was at home during these time periods because she left from work early during the days in question, she says that she did the search by accident.

Roy Kronk He said that he  received $5,000 after the remains were identified, but denied that he told his son that finding the body would make him rich and famous.

His son testified the next day, that his dad did make those claims.
On June 30, the defense called Krystal Holloway.

She stated she had an affair with George.

She told the defense that George Anthony had told her that Caylee's death was "an accident that snowballed out of control." 

In his earlier testimony, George Anthony denied the affair with Holloway.
George had a second, secret cell phone.

On July 3 and July 4, the closing arguments were heard.

Before closing arguments, Judge Perry argued sexual abuse was not allowed since there was nothing to support the claim that George sexually abused Casey.

The prosecution, told the jury, "When you have a child, that child becomes your life. This case is about the clash between that responsibility, and the expectations that go with it, and the life that Casey Anthony wanted to have."

"That bag is Caylee's coffin,"  said the defense, holding up a photograph of the laundry bag, as Casey reacted with emotion.

They also said  "No one makes an accident look like murder."

The defense stated "the strategy behind that is, if you hate her, if you think she's a lying, no-good slut, then you'll start to look at this evidence in a different light," 

"I told you at the very beginning of this case that this was an accident that snowballed out of control... What made it unique is not what happened, but who it happened to." 

They explained Casey Anthony's behavior as being the result of her dysfunctional family situation.

The defense also said "The burden rests on the shoulders of my colleagues at the state attorney's office."

The prosecution rebutted with "My biggest fear is that common sense will be lost in all the rhetoric of the case."

"Responses to guilt are oh, so predictable," the prosecution stated.

"What do guilty people do? They lie, they avoid, they run, they mislead... they divert attention away from themselves and they act like nothing is wrong."

"Whose life was better without Caylee?" the prosecution asked.

"That's the only question you need to answer in considering why Caylee Marie Anthony was left on the side of the road dead." the prosecution then showed the jury a split-screen with a photo of Casey partying at a night club on one side and a close-up of the "Bella Vita" (meaning "Beautiful Life") tattoo that she got weeks after Caylee died on the other.

Jury deliberations began on July 4.

The jury found Casey not guilty of counts one through three regarding first-degree murder, aggravated manslaughter of a child, and aggravated child abuse, while finding her guilty on counts four through seven for providing false information to law enforcement, on  July 5, 2011.

Sentencing arguments were heard on July 7, 2011.

Judge Perry sentenced Casey to one year in the county jail and $1,000 in fines for each of the four counts of providing false information to a law enforcement officer, the maximum penalty prescribed by law.

 She received 1043 days credit for time served plus additional credit for good behavior.

 She filed a notice of appeal on July 15, 2011.

She was released on July 17, 2011.

A Florida appeals court reduced her convictions from four to two counts. 

After the Trial.

Caylee's Law.

 The unofficial name for bills proposed or passed in several U.S. states that make it a felony for a parent or legal guardian to fail to report a missing child, in cases where the parent knew or should have known that the child was possibly in danger.

Revealed in 2017, An internet search for ‘foolproof suffocation’ was made on the Anthonys’ home computer on the afternoon of Caylee’s disappearance.

In March 2017 interviews with associated press,  Casey that she would not be “stupid” enough to have another child, and that she still sleeps well at night. She claimed to sleep with a picture of Caylee by her bed, and said that she doesn’t have a relationship with her father. 

As of May 2018, Casey is now 32 and still living in South Florida with her investigator and keeping a low profile.

Casey's parents sat down for a special with A& E on May 29, 2018.

In the interview Cindy stated acknowledges many things Casey told her were lies.

George says he sees Casey’s lies as pathological, noting that this behavior started around her senior year of high school.
The grandparents recently dismantled Caylee's memorial in the woods.

The grandparent's are still not in agreement with what happened to Caylee.

When asked whether Casey was involved in Caylee’s death, George says, “Absolutely.”

Cindy thinks that Caylee drowned in the family pool. 

George’s thinks  that Casey gave Caylee a sedative of some kind and she didn’t wake up. 

That she panicked and left Caylee in her car for awhile.

George has no contact with Casey.

Cindy keeps in contact with her sporadically.

REST IN PEACE CAYLEE
WE LOVE YOU

Tuesday, June 12, 2018

Why Flipper Flipped

Kathy the dolphin was a bottle nosed dolphin and the primary dolphin of the 1964 show "Flipper".

There were four other dolphins.

All five dolphins were taken directly out of the wild and trained to act for entertainment purposes.

The dolphins used were mostly female.

Females are less aggressive and tend to be free of bodily dis figuration from skirmishes with other dolphins.
She spent countless hours on set.

When her acting career was over, she  was retired to a small chamber in the Miami Seaquarium.

She was isolated.

It was here that she became depressed and miserable. It led her to suicide soon after the show ended.
Ric O'Barry, her trainer, was called in to check in on Kathy.

Ric realized Kathy was much sicker than anyone had expected her to be.

She swam into his arms and she held her breath until she died.
“She was really depressed… You have to understand dolphins and whales are not air breathers like we are. Every breath they take is a conscious effort. They can end their life whenever,” Ric told Oprah. “She swam into my arms and looked me right in the eye, took a breath and didn’t take another one. I let her go and she sank straight down on her belly to the bottom of the tank.”

Kathy's trainer insists that she killed herself due to a broken heart.

The day after she killed herself,  Rick went to jail for attempting to free the remaining dolphins from captivity.

Ric began focusing his efforts towards ending the captivity of dolphins, on Earth Day of 1970.

Eventually he founded the Dolphin Project.

He also starred in "The Cove."The film follows former dolphin trainer and activist Ric O'Barry's quest to document the dolphin hunting operations in Taiji, Wakayama, Japan.

She wasn't the only dolphin known to become depressed to the point of taking its own life.
A dolphin named Peter, who was used in a scientific experiment, killed itself after being separated from its human experimenter 

He died by holding his breath as well.

Research has since proven that the stress and depression experienced by captured beings continues to lead whales and dolphins to become so depressed and hollow that they just decide to end it all of their own free will.


Monday, June 11, 2018

Heart of Mine DeathByBoobie Remix (ft. Bekka Rhose) By DeathByBoobie

All Apologies Kurt Cobain

"If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I'm not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I've got." Kurt Cobain

This is not going to be a story about Kurt Cobain. This is just facts, opinions and questions about the time leading up to and after his death. Also about the flawed investigation and why no one has or ever will get the story of his death accurate.

No matter what happened in Kurt's infamous and frustrating past, people and circumstances can change. People can misdirect, alluding from the truth.

We are not going to go back to the begining, to his childhood. That would be useless, a waste of time and energy. We are going to start with facts and then maybe build something out of that.

For now we don't care who discovered his body. That person could have planted or disruppeted things with in the scene. We will get to that later. We need to push all of that, and the doubts and questions we have about everything, out of our minds if we are going to do this right. i know we can't get the official autopsy report, even though it is illegal for that to be with held from the public with a little thing called "The Freedom of Information Act". i digress..

His death certificate.
I'm by no means a professional in any criminal justice department. This are just things as a semi normal person i see. There are a few things i want to point out about this document.

A. A perforating shot gun wound to the head.
B. (mouth).

No exit wound. So the pellets from the shotgun blast remained inside the head. This was a "penetrating" shot, it did not exit.

So, supposedly  there was no blood or tissue "splatter" typical in most shotgun blasts to the head.

There was a pool of blood on the floor from seepage, and damage inside the mouth could be observed, thus the police report indicates, "Obvious trauma to his head."

All right. Let's talk about Kurt gripping the shot gun. That action is called a Cadaveric spasm. It is a spasm after death and can last through rigor mortis(when the body stiffens). This is a fact that means, Kurt was holding onto the shot gun when he died. Now this doesn't mean he pulled the trigger. It also doesn't mean that he didn't either, but he was holding onto the barrel  when he died. You can't fake a cadaveric spasm as far as i am aware of.

The position of the gun. The shot gun was inverted with the trigger and the magazine trap door pointing up. The barrel end is just above his belt line. There is a spend 20 gauge shell casing on top of his jacket. This is to the left of of under a garden tray. The Case Investigation Report stated that the gun probably pivoted when fired. That is why it is in a such a weird position. However, that is just their opinion.
 I have yet to find the receipt, supposedly found and documented in The Case Investigation Report, for the purchase of the ammunition from the "Seattle Guns" store dated 4/2/1994.
The shot gun was purchased by Kurt's friend Dylan on March 30, 1994.
Kurt supposedly gave Dylan, so Dylan could by the gun. According to the police report, Kurt was afraid that he wouldn't be able to get a gun or it would be confiscated.
The shot gun had no usable prints. Could this be because the gun was not checked for fingerprints until May 6, 1994???? That is almost a month after he is found dead.
And now the drugs.The Case Investigation Report stated that there "was evidence of parenteral drug use, including needle tracks and fresh puncture wounds." Parenteral just means it wasn't ingested. "Wounds". So how many times did he shoot up? 

His morphine level was 1.52 mg.(miligrams per liter of blood). So what does that mean? First of all that is a very high level, even for someone who has built up a high tolerance. It also doesn't mean that is how much he shot up with. It just means that is what is left. Cobain would have had to inject as much as 225 to 240 mgs of heroin to reach a blood morphine level of 1.52 mg. It is hard to understand this, because here is no such thing as a "blood heroin level" because heroin is transformed into morphine when it enters the blood.

It is triple the leathal dose. Heroin effects you imediatly. And if all that hit him imediatly, how did he put his kit away so neatly before shooting himself? How did he kill himself without assistance?
He also had valum in his system. 
The suicide note.

Kurt's mother thinks he wrote the note. Some experts say he wrote the whole thing. Some experts say he didn't write the last part. Also, some people think it doesn't sound like a suicide note.
The pen that was used to write it was stabbed through the note. I did not have any usable fingerprints.
There was also a second note that Courtney supposedly found under her pillow. Supposedly it stated that he didn't want her to follow him and he was sorry. She didn't tell anyone about the second note until 7 months later when it "accidently" slipped out durring an interview.

This was found on the stairs in his home. Supposedly Courtney had the "nanny" write it and leave it for Kurt.
This is one of the last autographs he signed. 
Why did he write April 5, on it. That is not the date he signed it. Did he know when he was going to die?

Kurt's body was creamated. 

Courtney had the gun melted down.

When they checked Kurt's wallet, one of his credit cards was missing. The police checked the statements and found out someone was using his card after he died. They stopped using it after the body was found.
Kurt and his stomach problems. Kurt had Crohns disease. It much more than a stomach problem. It messes you up. It can be so debilitating. It can give you depression as well as making your body hurt, among the stomach issues.

He finally found medicine that worked. And was symptom free after 6 grueling years.

Kurt and Courtney were getting a divorce.

Kurt wanted out of the marriage and was afraid of Courtney.

Courtney knew he wanted a divorce and she said she wanted the "meanest, most vicious divorce lawyer" she could find.

Courtney threaten to take away Frances Bean if Kurt didn't go to rehab and get help.

Kurt did not barricade himself in the room he died in. That was false information.

Suicide attempt in Rome.
On March 3, 1994, Cobain was in a coma in a hospital in Rome. Supposedly he broke up pills of Rohypnol and put them in champagne. Courtney said it was a suicide attempt. Kurt didn't usually take Rohypnol. His drug of choice was heroin.

Dr. Osvaldo Galletta, who treated Cobain after the incident was quoted as saying "We can usually tell a suicide attempt. This didn't look like one to me."

He also specifically denied Love's claim that 50 Rohypnol pills were removed from Cobain's stomach.

The private investigator Courtney had hired to find Kurt, when he went missing before his death, said Kurt's attorney contacted him after Kurt died. She pressed him to investigate Cobain's death, and that Cobain was not suicidal. The attorney also claims that Cobain had asked her to draw up a will excluding Love because he was planning to file for divorce. The attorney also provided the detective with a handwriting practice note that she found in Love's backpack that was left at her home. It has been suggested that the handwriting on this practice note is markedly similar to the handwriting found on the last four lines of Cobain's suicide note.
The guy that said he was offered 50,000 to kill Kurt by Courtney and turned her down.
Eldon Hoke nicknamed El Duce. He was best known as the drummer and lead singer of the shock 
rock band The Mentors.

On December 1993, Courtney approached Eldon, outside The Rock Shop (a Hollywood record store).  The following conversation is alleged to have taken place:
C Love: "El, I need a favor of you. My old man's been a real asshole lately, I need you to blow his fucking head off."
El Duce: "Are you serious"?
C Love: "Yeah, I'll give you $50,000 to blow his fucking head off."
El Duce: "I'm serious if you are".
CLove: "Where can I reach you"?
El Duce: "You can reach me here"

They then went inside to discuss the matter more privatly.
Shop owner Karush Sepedjian said he overheard Love saying, "Can you handle doing this? Can you get this done? What do you want for it"? 

Eldon would later tell Sepedjian that Courtney  offered him $50,000 and a blow job on the spot, which he turned down.  Hoke gave Love a business card and she left.  For his part, Eldon brushed it off .

Sepedjian received a call nn March of 1994 from Love asking for El Duce. He informed Courtney that the band was on tour. She started screaming.
""That son of a bitch, we made an agreement. What am I going to do"? Karush told her " "I don't know, I've got a business to run. Goodbye."

Love did not call back and Sepedjian did not relay the message to Eldon Hoke.

A few years later, after Kurt died, Eldon did an interview for a documentary. After the interview he took a polygraph.
When asked "Did Courtney Love ask you to kill Kurt Cobain?" his respond fell into the category of "beyond possibility of deception".
When asked "Were you offered $50k by Courtney Love to kill Kurt Cobain?" the result was nearly the same.

Eldon stated that although  he wasn't interested in the offer,  he had passed the information on to an associate named Alan.

On April 17, 1997, Eldon went to  Drew Gallaghe house to aquire a fake id. When Drew asked Eldon why he needed it, Eldon supposedly said. " "People get buried in cornfields, people get lost in swamps". When Drew asked Eldon what he ment by that,  Eldon hinted that he may have killed Kurt Cobain.

Following evening, after his final performance on  April 18, 1997 at Al's Bar in Los Angeles, he showed up in the company of a man he claimed to have met that day. 
It was just one week had passed since his interview and Eldon was exhibiting signs of extreme paranoia.

Eldon and the man left and Eldon was never seen alive again.

The following day, Eldon's mangled body was discovered on the railroad tracks in Riverside, Ca.
Eldon had either  fallen asleep on the tracks, drunkenly stumbled or been pushed in front of an oncoming train. 

Tom Grant, the detective that Courtney hired to find Kurt when he went missing. He thinks that Courtney had Kurt killed. He suggests that the heroin was used to incapacitate Cobain before the final shotgun blast was administered by the perpetrator.
Two weeks before his suicide, a police report detailed how officers had been called to his Seattle home after Cobain had locked himself in his bathroom and threatened to kill himself. The report said that at the time, police were told 'he had a gun in the room.'

The officers confiscated that gun and three others, along with a bottle of various unidentified pills. 

Later that night, Cobain told them that he hadn't actually been planning to take his own life. He said that he just wanted to get away from Courtney.

Kurt's friend, Michael Stipe, from R.E.M. said "In the last few weeks, I was talking to Kurt a lot," Stipe said in a statement. "We had a musical project in the works, but nothing was recorded."
Kurt was all set to record a sample album with Stipe, but called at the last minute and canceled. This was the day he went into rehab before his death.

According to one of Cobain's visitors at the clinic, "I was ready to see him look like shit and depressed. He looked so fucking great. He walked out an hour later." At 7:25 p.m.
Cobain told the clinic staff he was stepping out onto the patio for a smoke and "jumped over the fence." 

Michael DeWitt was Courtney and Kurt's live in nanny. Originally told the the police, Kurt came into his room at circa 6:00 AM, sat on his bed and awoke him and his girlfriend, Jessica Hopper, who was spending the night. Kurt and Michael DeWitt talked for a few minutes and Michael DeWitt told Kurt to call Courtney. Michael DeWitt admitted he called Courtney later in the day to tell her that Kurt was at the house. Michael DeWitt's story would later change. 

According to the police report, Michael “Cali” Dewitt, a live-in nanny who was also a drug addict at the time, was transported by taxi from the Cobain home to the airport on Thursday, April 7, the day prior to the discovery of Mr. Cobain's body, whereupon Dewitt flew to Los Angeles. 

Love later had DeWitt’s father do extensive renovations to her home and got ‘Cali’ a lucrative job with Geffen Records.

Whatever we believe, it won't change the fact that Kurt Cobain died. And all the glorious music he would have made went with him. 
Whatever happened, i believe he was a troubled soul. I think he was trying to get better. i believe he wanted to distance himself from Courtney. i think he thought that would help him to get his life on a better track. How can you distance yourself from someone you had a child with, unless you didn't want your child in your life. And i think he did want Frances in his life. i think he adored her.

i believe he couldn't have committed his suicide by himself by looking at the evidence. 

Whether it was his idea or someone else, i believe he had help. Either he was lead down that path from his circumstances or someone shoved the gun in his mouth. Someone had to have put his kit neatly away. 

And why wasn't there fingerprints found on the note? 

i do believe he was holding onto the barrel of the gun when it went off. i'm not sure if he is the one that pulled the trigger or not. i'm also not sure if he is the one that shot himself up with the drugs or not.

Michael Dewitt and Courtney, knew about the room over the garage and didn't bother to tell anyone he might be there? At least, not until after he was dead. And the person that found him wasn't a police officer or the P.I. that Courtney hired, it was an electrician that just happened to climb up there?

Did Courtney and Dewitt already know Kurt was dead?

Did they kill him? 

Did Dewitt find him deceased and under the direction of Courtney shoot him with the drugs, after he killed himself, so the plublicty around his death would grow into this monster that would never go away?

Sadly, I don't think we'll ever know the truth.

What did Kurt's friends and family think of his death?

Even though many of Kurt's friends accepted the suicide conclusion to the story of his life It still came as a shock.

Mark Lanegan, a long-time friend of Cobain's, told Rolling Stone: "I never knew (Cobain) to be suicidal. I just knew he was going through a tough time."

In August 2005, Sonic Youth's Kim Gordon was asked about Cobain's motive of suicide, in an interview for Uncut Magazine. "I don't even know that he killed himself. There are people close to him who don't think that he did ..."

When asked if she thought someone else had killed him, Gordon answered, "I do, yes."

A musical hero of Cobain's, Greg Sage, said about him in an interview:
"Well, I can't really speculate other than what he said to me, which was, he wasn't at all happy about it, success to him seemed like, I think, a brick wall. There was nowhere else to go but down, it was too artificial for him, and he wasn't an artificial person at all. He was actually, two weeks after he died, he was supposed to come here and he wanted to record a bunch of Leadbelly covers. It was kind of in secret, because, I mean, people would definitely not allow him to do that. You also have to wonder, he was a billion-dollar industry at the time, and if the industry had any idea at all of him wishing or wanting to get out, they couldn't have allowed that, you know, in life, because if he was just to get out of the scene, he'd be totally forgotten, but if he was to die, he'd be immortalized."
Cobain's grandfather, Leland Cobain, publicly said that he believes Cobain "was murdered" and not the victim of suicide.

Courtney Love, from her recorded message to Kurt's fans days after his death 
"I'm laying in our bed, and I'm really sorry. And I feel the same way you do. I'm really sorry you guys. I don't know what I could have done. I wish I'd been here. I wish I hadn't listened to other people, but I did. … And I have to go now. Just tell him he's a f*cker, OK? Just say 'f*cker." "You're a f*cker." And that you love him."

Wendy O'Connor, Kurt's mother, "Aberdeen Daily World," 1994
"I'll never hold him again. I don't know what to do. I don't know where to go."

Nirvana's Dave Grohl, SXSW 2013 Keynote
"When Kurt died I was lost. I was numb. The music I had devoted my life to had now betrayed me. I had no voice. I turned off the radio. I put away my drums. I couldn't bear to hear someone else's voice singing about pain, or joy."

Nirvana's Krist Novoselic, eulogy given at a memorial two days after Kurt was found dead
"On behalf of Dave, Pat, and I, I would like to thank you all for your concern at this time. We remember Kurt for what he was: Caring, generous, and sweet. Let's keep the music with us. We'll always have it. Forever. Kurt had an ethic towards his fans that was rooted in the punk rock way of thinking. No band is special, no player royalty. But if you've got a guitar and a lot of soul just bang something out and mean it. You're the superstar. Plugged in the tones and rhythms that are uniquely and universally human: music. Heck... use your guitar as a drum, just catch the groove and let it flow out of your heart. That's the level Kurt spoke to us on: in our hearts, and that's where he, and the music, will always be, forever."

R.E.M.'s Michael Stipe, to MTV, a week after Kurt's death
"In the last few weeks I was talking to Kurt a lot. We had a musical project in the works, but nothing was recorded. He loved Courtney and Frances Bean, and he loved Krist and Dave and Nirvana. He really loved those guys. His death was a profound loss, and I just don't think I can say anything else right now."

Pearl Jam's Eddie Vedder, "Melody Maker," May 21, 1994   
"It's so difficult to really believe he's gone. I still talk about him like he's still here, you know. I can't figure it out. It doesn't make any sense... One time, he told me flat-out, just delivered me a whole paragraph on the respect he had for what I did, and he realized it was pure. This was at the MTV Awards. 'Tears in Heaven' was playing in the background, we were slow dancing. I remember going out surfing the next morning and remembering how good that moment felt and thinking, 'F*ck, man, if only we hadn't been so afraid of each other ...' Because we were going though so much of the same shit. If only we'd talked, maybe we could have helped each other."

Neil Young, "Mojo," 1995, after refusing to discuss Kurt's suicide note, which quoted Young's lyric, “It's better to burn than to fade away.” 

"He really, really inspired me. He was so great. Wonderful. One of the best, but more than that. Kurt was one of the absolute best of all time for me."
Soundgarden's Chris Cornell, to CNN, 2013

"We came offstage and were about to go on for the encore, and I think the bass player of Tad came in and told us. He just kind of barged in and was emotional, and started talking about the reports that they had found Kurt but they weren't sure if it was him or not, but it was. We all got very emotional; it was very surreal. We weren't home; we weren't around any people we knew. I guess, in a sense, we could all take solace in the fact that — especially Soundgarden — that we were born from this idea that we played kind of dark moody music. Our identity ... kind of was a band that created a soundtrack for that type of weird awful scenario." 

Henry Rollins, to MTV, the week after Kurt's death
"I think maybe in a situation where all these people want a piece of you, where you're being pursued by tabloid newspapers, being in these situations might drive one to extremes. When that around you is so excessive, the money, the attention, the hype, the hysteria, all of that, perhaps something in your own life might rise to that occasion and that might get out of your control. Also, a lot of people, they're brilliant, and they're very sensitive and perhaps they're not ready for the brutality of mass acceptance, and that's the word that describes it best – brutal."

The Pixies' Black Francis, "AV Club," 2006
"'Frank, Kurt Cobain said that 'Smells Like Teen Spirit' was a rip-off of a Pixies song. How does that make you feel?' I've been asked that question so many friggin' times that I don't even know what to say anymore. Why is this so important? I guess it's because Nirvana sold a boatload of records.… People were trying to call me to do interviews on the anniversary of Kurt Cobain's death. They want me to say some poignant shit about some poor guy who blew his head off. It's just like, 'Give me a f*ckin' break, man'…Just say the guy made some good records, and let's get on with it. Don't make me get all poignant and say, 'You know what I'd like to say? He spoke for a generation, blah blah blah blah blah.' I'm just so sick of all that. The whole culture is like that. The whole sense of nostalgia is crazy."

David Bowie, Spin, April 1995
"I was simply blown away when I found out that Kurt Cobain liked my work, and I always wanted to talk to him about his reasons for covering 'Man Who Sold The World.' It was a good straightforward rendition and sounded somehow very honest. It would have been nice to have worked with him, but just talking would have been real cool."

The Who's Pete Townshend, The Observer, 2002
"I mourn for Kurt. A once beautiful, then pathetic, lost and heroically stupid boy. Hard rock indeed.

Red Hot Chili Peppers' Anthony Kiedis, in his autobiography "Scar Tissue," 2004
"It was an emotional blow, and we all felt it. I don't know why everyone on earth felt so close to that guy; he was beloved and endearing and inoffensive in some weird way. For all of his screaming and all of his darkness, he was just lovable."

Iggy Pop, "Spin," April 1995
"I went to see Nirvana at a small club called the Pyramid on Avenue A in New York City. It was hard to hear the guitar, but the guy playing and singing had a vibe; he hopped around like a muppet or an elf or something, hunched over his guitar, hop hop hop, hippety hippety hop. I loved that. When he sang, he put his voice in this really grating place, and it was kind of devilish sounding. At the end of the set he attacked the drum kit and threw the cymbals, other bits and finally himself into the audience. Later I saw the same guy passing the bar. He was little, with stringy blond hair and a Stooges T-shirt. I felt proud."  

Leonard Cohen, "Addicted to Noise," 1995 
"I'm sorry I couldn't have spoken to the young man. I see a lot of people at the Zen Center, who have gone through drugs and found a way out that is not just Sunday school. There are always alternatives, and I might have been able to lay something on him. Or maybe not." 

Aerosmith's Steven Tyler, "Spin," April 1995
"Kurt's wounds were so deep that when the music floated to the surface after being filtered through his soul, it was incorporeal."

Smashing Pumpkins' Billy Corgan, San Diego Union-Tribune, 2010
"Once Kurt Cobain killed himself, our generation has been lost trying to find anybody willing to be a point person. Who has stepped up from my generation and meant anything, to anybody other than themselves? I can’t think of anybody. I’ve tried many times but failed."

Slash, on VH1, mid-late '90s
"I thought the guy was brilliant. It's a loss and probably at the same time, it was probably inevitable that he did what he did, but he wrote some great stuff."

Nirvana's Pat Smear, "Rolling Stone," 2013
"My Nirvana experience was much different than the other three guys. For me, it was really new and exciting. I was just a guy from a punk rock band, thrown into this huge thing. There were dark periods, too. But there wasn't a dark cloud over the whole thing."

Meat Puppets' Cris Kirkwood, Rock Hall of Fame interview, 2013 
"Our appearance on the 'Unplugged' was such a gas! What a cool use of your new-found popularity: take the f*cking Meat Puppets on TV and shove them down everybody's throats! My kind of art making. Huzzah! Kurt (Cobain) was so sweet, so gracious. I miss him still. But he had us be a part of their Unplugged, and it will outlast us all. Rock ever onward."