Darkmatter

i am scared.
i might have cancer.
i am going to the doctor today.
i hope they can tell me something.
i hope it is from my thyroid medication just playing with my hormones.
i am very very scared.
We don't have the money to go through this..
My family will be homeless if i die.
We might be homeless anyway with all the stupid stuff going on.
Cancer is one of the things i am most scared of in this world. :-(\
Please god, don't let me have cancer....