Whereismyflashlight

Whereismyflashlight

mommy

My Mom's Birthday was yesterday. i miss you mommy.

Van broke down. Have to walk everywhere. Dale had to cash in his 401k so we could pay some bills and wouldn't starve and die...
Dunno what to do. The new dietary managers starts next week. i will probably be out of a job then. :-/

i don't get to see my kids hunt for eggs tomorrow or on EASTEr. STUPID SOMMABITCH!

i am crazy

I hate taking my thyroid pill. It makes my brain weird. i feel like a zombie.

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Dale's parents are not doing so well. It sucks that Harley may never have a chance to meet them. :-/  We are so poor.. but we need to try to find a way for at least Dale to be able to see them one last time. i need a job. What i have now is a joke. i need to think of   something.

Unfinished

Unfinished

This is a little raw...

My skin burns at your touch
Tell me why i want you so much
You drive me crazy with everything you do
Oh i really do hate you
Your such an ass, An annoyance, a parasite
Why do i need you in my bed tonight
You really are a stupid bitch
But you satisfy this undying itch
This pain, this hunger inside
is telling me your what i want, what i need to survive
you cunt , you dick shut the hell up
and get over here so we can fuck

memories gushing through my mind

thoughts of you so crystal clear

they warm my heart when you aren't here

my body aches

and twitches and trembles

without you here

i'm in shambles

i need you here

in my bed

without you

i'd rather be dead

i want you in my arms

i need your touch

without you

it hurts so much

i don't know how

i can go on

cuz it's too late

the love is gone

Hatred

HATRED

Hatred

Rip you apart

Despise you from the start

Let the frear sink in

washing away your sin

no place to hide

want you to die

Hatred

Rape me, hate me

Fuck me, Kill me

Losing my mind

Prisoner in this rage of mine

Cocksucker, motherfucker

want you to suffer

i swore

you won't hurt me anymore

hatred

Rape you, Hate you

Fuck you, Kill you

Will never be the same

This fury's making me insane

cock sucker, mother fucker

want you to suffer

Better run whore

you won't hurt me anymore

hatred

tear you apart

defy you from the start

let the pain sink in

Bleeding away you sin

you make my hatred come alive

want you to die

hatred