I am so tired of all this crap....................
i feel like shit.
i'm so sick of work. 
i work so hard and no one gives a shit.
i come home and everything is shit.
My husband doesn't appreciate me at all.
He takes care of the dogs, but does nothing else.
i miss having a friend.
i miss feeling ok.
i can't even kill myself.. if i did who would take care of Harley and Dale.
Dale can't do shit.
Harley to young to take care of himself.
i don't know what to do.
i try to take better care of myself now, but it is difficult. i am so tired.

Poor Ollie :-(

Isn't it really AWESOME when your husband keeps blowing money on things from Ebay??! Especially when the house you live in can get taken away and fall apart at any moment. And he is on unemployment which is about to run out. And you work at a crappy place that doesn't pay very well. And that job doesn't give you raises or anything.AND you are in debt up to your eye balls in medical bills. AND you piece of shit van is on it's last leg! i Love my life!!!

I guess Heidee has cancer...

MY head hurts soooooo bad!!! 
i'm not going to try anymore..
i give up.

Ooooooo i love her, but i want to kill that Fucking DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Someone please come kidnap me!!!!

Might as well be DEAD

No one reads this, except for me. Which is kinda good. i don't like people being all touchy about what i write.
I give up!. Screw the world! i can't take this crap anymore. i'm going to do what i want to do!. No more stepping stone. You fuck with me.. i fuck with you! I still care.. i really do. I am not going to get treated like trash anymore tho. I keeping laughing at myself and crying while i am typing this. That is how fucking mad i am. And i am reading this out load, so it makes it kinda funny.i'm going to take care of Robin now. i  know i still have to take care of my family, but i've left myself in the dark for so long. i'm not going to abuse myself anymore.
 Love you Robin!

i know i keep babbling on like an idiot... but no one is reading this or gives a shit. So i will continue to do what the fuck i want. I'm not going to be a pansy anymore. i can't have my old body back or the opportunities  i once had... but i'm going to try to take better care of myself. i'm going to let the old Robin back in and FUCK YOU WORLD!! 

Guess i did something terrible in a past life or something................................