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My kids are off to the circus. Wish i could go... We are too poor... :-(

fuck

i can't deal with this stuff anymore.

A drift

I feel like i am floating around in nothingness.
Most of the emotions are drained out of me.
They surface once in awhile.
i feel useless.
i want to do something to change this.
i can barely stir up enough effort to think...
i'm just trying to fake my way through life...
pretending to be a person.

Nothing.............

i hate this time of year! i'm so freakN poor and my husband decides to go crazy on ebay.  i work hard and my body hurts so much. It is like i am working for nothing!!! Please help everything to get better...

This is really crappy.

R.I.P.

Boogie died :-(
alone...
at the animal hospital
They didn't even call us.
We had to call them to find out what was going on.

Love you Boogie Babie!