Using my mini doughnut maker, i made pancakes for dinner. They were good.

i miss myself..

i'm so tired.

Work keeps getting worse.

The holidays are here.

i miss my daddy, mommy and my grandmother. i miss my whole family! i miss my old life. i wouldn't trade Harley or Dale for anything.. but still miss it.

My feet hurt constantly.

This really BITES!

The idiots fucked up the roof. It doesn't look like it has new shingles. With out a new roof we won't have insurance and we will be kicked out of here. We don't have any money to even go to a motel since we spent all our money on the roof. What to do......

We might lose the house. ;-/

i am scared.
i might have cancer.
i am going to the doctor today.
i hope they can tell me something.
i hope it is from my thyroid medication just playing with my hormones.
i am very very scared.
We don't have the money to go through this..
My family will be homeless if i die.
We might be homeless anyway with all the stupid stuff going on.
Cancer is one of the things i am most scared of in this world. :-(\
Please god, don't let me have cancer....

 Um.. it's my birthday.
Yah...
Wee..
Alone all day.
Miss my parents.
Miss having friends. 
This so sucks.
i'm a loser.

Will be homeless next week. Bubye doggies and kitties. ;-( i want to die.

FRACK ME UP THE FRACK PLACE!!

Back to school... back to school.. to prove to dad i'm not a fool
i want to watch Billy Madison 

I need a break from everything.

Stupid headache! Now i'm going to be in misery for days. :-/