:-(

My Life Really sucks. :-/
i Never do anything anymore...

I'm going to get FUCKING WASTED NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;-)

Aliens

i hope aliens really do exist. They can take me home with them.

i think that is where i came from. i feel like i am from another planet, trapped here with all these humans.

People are stupid in general. They just keep getting stupider. Not saying i am that smart or anything. i'm just stupid in my own special way.

Crave

You're what i crave

You're all i need

on you i want to feed

Devour you piece by piece

until this burning is ceased

Hammering in my head

without you i'm mostly dead

Drowning in my lust for you

Anything you ask i'll do

Imprisoned by your eyes

In you i feel alive

Lost in you, don't want found

Rushing blood, the only sound

Crave

What i crave

You're what i crave

You're the thief of my soul

Locked in your arms

out of control

Stop this aching inside

Cure in you for me to find

Heart pounding in my ears

with you i have no fears

Crave

You're what i crave

So True!

Sometimes, your knight in shining armor, is just a retard in tin foil

i Feel Red Today..

You're are no one until someone thinks you are someone...

i am so F'N bored..

i hate what my life has become.

i've went famously nuts the last little while.

i don't think anyone really cares or has noticed.

i wonder how much more i can take until i completely crack.

i suppose it doesn't matter anyway.

i don't have enough money to be in the funny farm.

Once i am there they will probably return me anyway.

That is how nuts i am.

i don't know what to do anymore...

i feel like i am just existing...

i miss being alive.

i don't know what to do...

Why do some people collect things. For example: DVDs or Blueray. Ya it's great to have a movie you love to watch over and over again. How long ready does a DVD last that you watch all the time. They get scratched and cracked and skip. If you upgrade and move on to Blue ray instead, it's alittle more durable, but pretty soon and they'll come out with something else to replace it with. Then there won't be blue ray players anymore. Everything eventually is going to become obsoleet anyway. Everyone likes the online instant movie downloads, that's what everything will be someday soon. Why waste money on stuff that will just clutter up your lives. Saving the money for a vacation or things you can do to build memories from is better in my opinion. Life is short and you better get as much of enjoyment you can get out of it as possible. What's the point of collecting stuff if one day you can't sell it or pass it down from generation to generation. Most stuff goes to the thrift store or garbage when we die anyway. You can't take it with you even if you wanted to.