Killswitch Engage - My Last Serenade [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

i don't know what i am going to do. i hope i will think of something

K. So our car had problems. We got it fixed for now. We owe 200 and something more dollars. The dude is really nice and said we can just pay him another 50 for right now. Problem is... besides being poorer than HELL and in debt up to our EYEBALLS.. our water pipe went BREAK. :-) We have no money for plumber, plus we need to pay this nice mechanic guy.... WELL, this morning, the wonderful cleaning lady he works for, called and said that the place he cleans for is going to hire their own cleaning person. SO. for right now, HE IS OUT OF THAT JOB. Granted it was only 8 hours a week... but WE ARE POOR. So he only has his school sweeper job. He usually gets 16 hours from there.. but lately he has been dropping the ball. His check was 10 dollars for ONE MONTH. 
MY JOB. Use to be full time and sometimes overtime. NOW 21 hours a week. YAY.
Really don't know what to do. Dale has way more work options than i do, but he PISSES THEM AWAY.
We tried to pawn stuff at our local pawn shop, BUT THAT IS A JOKE.
SO YA....
Not like anyone reads this, but it feels like i am not alone when i vent on here.