I am so tired of all this crap....................
i feel like shit.
i'm so sick of work. 
i work so hard and no one gives a shit.
i come home and everything is shit.
My husband doesn't appreciate me at all.
He takes care of the dogs, but does nothing else.
i miss having a friend.
i miss feeling ok.
i can't even kill myself.. if i did who would take care of Harley and Dale.
Dale can't do shit.
Harley to young to take care of himself.
i don't know what to do.
i try to take better care of myself now, but it is difficult. i am so tired.

Poor Ollie :-(

Isn't it really AWESOME when your husband keeps blowing money on things from Ebay??! Especially when the house you live in can get taken away and fall apart at any moment. And he is on unemployment which is about to run out. And you work at a crappy place that doesn't pay very well. And that job doesn't give you raises or anything.AND you are in debt up to your eye balls in medical bills. AND you piece of shit van is on it's last leg! i Love my life!!!